Monthly Anniversary

So today is our monthly anniversary. Do u remember pet? I wish u remember. Last night i called u and u said u miss me. Omg i was so happy on that time. Pet i'm afraid to move on. I don't wanna loose u. Can u come back to me? Can u give me a second chance?  I promise imma fix this and imma make u fall to me once again. Pet i wanna confess something. When we're still couple, u used to always get angry with me cause i always forgot our anniversary. Act i'm not. I just want u to wish first cause it shows that u still love me and u remember me. Sorry pet :/ I may look like im getting over you but act i'm not. i do the 2nd twitter acc but i still stalking u. Pet i wish u'll come back to me. And last night, why did u said u're afraid of falling to me back? Everyday i pray for us. I wish u could come back to me again. I'll be waiting for u okay? :) I know i may look desprate but YES, i am desperate of you! Iloveyou :)

For Youuu

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Dear sepet, sorry that i promised u imma give u present on midnight but something unexpected happened. My lappy hang and i have to make a new one. Sorry this is all i can do for us. I hope it moves u :) sincerely, your Haiqal. I'm always with u :)

Wonder woman :)

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Sayang do u remember this? Okay pretty sure u remember i got sunburned. We went to the parkson cause u saw a tight jeans and u kinda like em. Well at first i'm kinda angry and i was like why do u even want to wear that jeans? It's so tight and people will stare at u'r butt. And then u smile and said tak lah baby trust me okay? i cari yang loose sikit lah okay :) Though i'm still angry but when i look at u'r smile i just can't do anything. Your smile brings me happiness. Iloveyou sisepet comel. I miss you :( I just want u to know that all the reasons why i get angry with u is cause i care about u and i don't wanna loose u. It's not cause i don't love u or I hate u or i'm getting annoyed with u'r petpot. Dear nor adilah, ILOVEYOU

11th Day

11th day and maybe tomorrow is the last day i'm gonna update this blog. Dear Nor adilah binti Mohd Aid, I can't sleep. I can't get rid u out of my mind. Should i meet u tomorrow or shouldn't i? I ask my friend either i should go or not, and he says u should go if u wanna be with her and u shouldn't go if that's makes u even more sad. I miss you and I love you. I wanna be with u. But somehow i can feel that u ain't like me anymore. U have no interest with me anymore :( Should i meet u? Last night i wait for u'r text. U didn't text me when u reached bp even when u'r on the bus. Today i log in my fb and found out that u activate u'r account back. There's still relationship on my page but there's no on u'r page. I can see the result there. And that's why i still doubt should i go or not? I'm afraid i cant handle this. I know act this could happened but the more i'm trying to let u go the more i miss you, the more i think of u. What should i do? But sayang don't worry, I've made my mind that i'm gonna make u happy and i'm giving you present tomorrow. Trust me u'll be happy after we meet :) I know at first u'll treat me harsh? tak percaya? we'll see. I know u well pet :) I know u more than u know u'r self. I guess. So all i need to do is to face tomorrow aight? Iloveyou and Imissyou :)

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This is my wonder woman. Do we look alike? well idk but most of says so. Well i dont see any but my friends do say so :) "peh muka sama siak haiqal dengan awek kau" haha 

Dear sepet, imissyou alot, i know u ain't. i can't stop missing u and i can't tell u. So i'm gonna write here. May i? Pet oh pet remember we used to snap picture together with u'r laptop? hehe i come to u'r place and we hang together there. Awkward, that's my first time i'm so close to other's family. Along, ibu, lukman they are all nice and bapak too. But i'm kinda scared with bapak so i don't talk much with him. hihi. Sincerely until now i'm thinking how did i ever get u? U know i'm kinda shy and i don't usually talk to girls aight? But we talk alot when we first met at mk. And u watched me eat so i have to control macho -_- and then i ask "tak makan ke"? and then u replied "taknak lah nak tengok u makan je" haha that's so sweet of u. Hey sepet remember this? U used to say this, I'm gonna order food but i'm not gonna eat. U'r too thin so u have to eat my food so that u can gain u'r weight -_- not cool. But then u'll gonna eat my food cause u always say "eee lapar lagi tak kenyang". U know u'r cute in many ways :) from the first time we met, i fall for u. U stole my heart well i don't mind. Keep it sayang :) Hey hey sayang remember this? The first time i call u. I look like a psycho right? I was so shy to talk to u but i really wanna hear u'r voice. I'm at genting or cameron on that time. I call u and i say "hoi pergi tidur lah budak" then i hang up. Haha did u scared of me? Please don't i just don't know how to show my feelings towards the person i love. Sincerely i plan alot to do with u, but when i meet u i'm just too shy to do those things. I used to plan on propose u with candle and flower but when i met u i just couldn't do that. Too shy. fail! -_- and and remember this? i used to tell u "i hug u nak?" and then u said "hug lah, u bukan suka hug i kuat2". I want to but i'm too shy. Dear nor adilah binti mohd aid. Everyday i pray for us. I hope we can be together again and then i wanna show u how much i love you. I wanna do all those things i plan without any hesitate. I wont be shy anymore. I wanna do those things. I wish i could turn back time and do those things i plan to u. There's so many other things i wanna do with u but i cant tell u. Imma keep it as secret. One day if we'll get back together imma do all those things :) Iloveyou and Imissyou sepet. Sincerely, Your Haiqal 

10th Day

10th day. Today i am very very the happy cause u treat me so nice last night until i call u back. U called me and ask random things to me like we used to. Don't know what we talk but still talk. Remember i used to sleep when we're on call hihi, and the next day u'll potpet to me. Today i call u and
me : hello
you: emm. nak apa?
me : err takda nak tanya dah sampai ke belum
you: dah kat bustand ni kejap lagi gerak kot
me : oh okay good girl. I nak tengok pb ni
you: oh okay. so?
me : takda i nak u wish i goodluck lah.
you: oh okay goodluck
me : okay. if pb i baik i kasitahu and if not it's otherwise
you: okay
me : so nanti dah gerak u kasitahu i okay?
you: huh? kenapa?
me : eh? kenapa? saja je nak tahu
you: kenapa nak tahu?
me : err we're friends right? ( act i wanna say cause i'm your bf but i'm scared u might get annoyed)
you: kawan kena tahu ke?
me : hey kan u dah promise i'm your best friend?
you: best friend i tak tahu pun kenapa u nak tahu?
me : i best friend lain lah
you: jangan lah macam ni. boleh tak?
me : oh okay2 then. so gimme a text if u already on the bus. and if u want to lah.
you: eermmm
me : well okay then. take care okay? bye
you: bye
Why did u change so quick? Yesterday u was like so nice to me. But today? What happened? May i know? It's like u give me hope last night and then u take it back today. Why? Do u know how much the pain is? Well take care there okay? Be safe please. Idk if i'm going to meet u or not this friday. I'm afraid i might break my heart again. But i wanna see u so bad. I wanna talk to u so bad. I wanna see u'r face so bad :( Idk
ILOVEYOU nor adilah binti mohd aid :)

My Mak Kiah :) 

Sayang do u remember this? I just got back from botak i think and i was like "Rosham nor" haha. U keep on playing my hair and u said "eeee best nya main kepala botak, botak je lah baby" haha. Remember i always scold u when u'r playing with my hair? I used to tell u that "oi rambut ni susah setting taw" Remember? well now i miss u playing with my hair :( I don't care about my hair anymore. Sayang i wanna tell u, though u look like mak kiah but u'r still the most beautiful girl i've ever seen even shila hamzah can't beat u. Trust me! I miss your smile, i miss we smile together, laughing like crazy though it's not even that funny. hihi Are u happy with me all the time pet? I know i used to get angry at u often. I regret that. I wanna be happy with u together, i wanna make u happy all the time. I miss us holding hands together :( can i hold u'r hand when we're going out this friday or saturday? I miss u'r smell. I wanna be close to u again. Please don't leave me. I'm afraid of being alone. I wanna be with u :( I'm going to wait for u even forever. I don't care if anyone else said i'm stupid or whatever. All i want is to be with u. Sincerely, your Haiqal:)