2nd Day

And this is my 2nd day without you :/ baby i miss you alot. Today i cried again i missed my class again. U used to wake me up in the morning or else ur gonna potpet on my ears. I miss those potpet :/ How are u doing today? I stalked your fb and your twitters but seems like u aint online for today. Been wondering all day what are u doing and are u doing well. Tomorrow's holiday and the next day u dont have class. so what's your plan? Wish u will have a nice holiday. Sayang do u still love me? i act until now still remember the time i asked u
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me:  baby do u still love me?
you: honestly idk
me:  udk? what do u mean udk?
you: act i dont know if i still love you or im sympathy of u
me:  what? sympathy? of what?
you: i know u love me alot and that's why i keep this as a secret cause i dont wanna break your heart. your to good for me.
me  : do u still love me?
*silent
me  : baby please answer me, do u still love me?
you : idk. please dont force me
*tears falling
How i wish that i could have u again. Idk right now if i can still wait for u. Honestly i dont have any interest anymore with any girls out there. U're the most beautiful person i've meet and u're the best thing i ever had. U know i was thinking to go there and proposed u yet but i remember that u said u cant even imagine that we'll gonna be together. U cant see the future of us getting married. Hmm i'm crying again. Sorry but i love you more than myself. I cant live without u. Are u sleeping already by now? I wish we could be together again :) iloveyou and imissyou alot. Sincerely, your secret admire. Goodnight awak. I hope u live well