9th Day

9th day after u left me. Do u count sayang? Well i do. 9 days for me is like 9 years. Imissyou alot. I miss the way we talk to each other, kidding with each other, calling u sepet and u call me sepet back and then we fought  hihi. 2 days left till u come back to bp :) I cant wait. Do u read my blog or do we think the same? U call me today. U know when i look at the phone and found that u call me, i was like screaming like a total maniac. hihi i am so sosososososo happy u call me and i get nervous. hihi I go outside and pick up the phone and we talk to each other nicely :) 

you: hello

me : err hello. kenapa ni? 

you: takda apa saja je

me : ye ye je. kenapa? cakap lah 

you: takda apa lah ishh!

me : hahah okay2. so how's life? 

you: okay je. u macamana? okay?

me : macamani je lah

you: macam ni tu macamana? nangis lagi ke? 

me : taklah pet. u ingat i macam u ke gembeng asik nangis je. haha (acting like a hero) 

you: eleh haritu i call u nangis

me : haritu i gaduh dengan heidzer lah pet (coverline cemerlang)

you: hmmm u tak study ke? 

me : nanti lah kejap lagi i study.

you: tak study habis buat apa ni? 

me : takda apa duduk2 je. pergi lah study pet jangan malas2 okay?

you: malas lah. mengantuk

me : eeeee pemalas dari dulu sampai sekarang pemalas punya budak. pet oh pet

you: pet? omg i love the nicks and i miss the nicks

me : ye? serious? (i am so happy u said that it almost makes me cry. imissyou)

you: yah 

me : i ingat nak call u tadi, tapi i takut u marah, i stalk tweet u tengok u taknak pergi class lah banyak probs lah.

you: call lah, oh haritu i tengah serabut lah 

me : okay! :) 

you: haiqalll

me : yee?

you: haiqal. i takut i buat wrong decision? 

me : uh? about what? 

you: about us lah. about now

me : hmmm fikir lah masak2 fikir betul2 okay. semua ada hikmahnya tu (bajet2 strong) 

you: haiqal, i jahat kan?

me : no, u'r not. jangan lah panggil u jahat okay? well act u jahat sikit lah. hihih 

you: i know. sorry. what if i made the wrong decision? 

me : no worries. i kan ada. i'll be wait for u okay? :) 

you: i ni jahat lah. kenapa nak tunggu?

me : sebab i know i can't find anyone like u. and i dah decide u bini i :)

you: hmm. so kita ni macamana? 

me : macamana? macamana apa? 

you: us? kita ni friends or apa? 

me : ikut u lah pet. tapi if ikut i we're still couple. hehe 

you: i pun rasa macam tu

me : *speechless ( u don't how i feel. i am very very very the happy when u said that)  

you: haiqal i takut i made the wrong decision. u rasa dia baik tak? 

me : mana i nak tahu i tak stalk dia pun lagi -_- (bajet romeo again) 

you: hmmm okaylah haiqal. i nak study ni esok ada quiz 

me : okay good! gogogo study jangan malas2 

you : okay. night. bye 

me : bye bye bye 

you: hihih 

me : hihi night 

As i'm trying to move on, trying to accept the truth, trying to forget u, u give me back hope. Do u still love me? Do u miss me? Do u ever think of me? Have i ever crossed u'r mind? I'm scared of loosing u and i'm afraid of hurting for the 2nd time. I'm not that strong like i sound :( Nor adilah binti mohd aid ILOVEYOU.

Could u give me a 2nd chance and i'll show u'll never regret. There are so many things i've planned to do with u but i haven't done with u. Nor adilah binti mohd aid u'r the best thing i ever had. ILOVEYOU